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I wake up in the morning, thinking another day full of broken mysteries. I get to station, few minutes of waiting the most awaited puzzle to solve, there walking towards me. I smile, he smile, as he gently waves his hand a sign of 'good morning'. The unflattering glimpse of his small Asian eyes, as it blinks in slow-motion, he holds my hand tight. I shake my head, close my eyes, open it as big as I can, checking if I'm in reality.

I wish the train ride never ended. He carefully rest his head on my shoulder, start priceless conversations, and our eyes awkwardly meet.

Everything seems to be perfect (apart from my bad math test result) when I'm with him. He completes me. I feel like a rotting piece of blue cheese without him.

A tardy person like him makes me worried, I came up with all the weirdest circumstances that may have happen. I become crazy and anxious.

I die a little inside...

He's imperfect, wise, insensitive, creative and a 'nice guy'. He's a one unique person, with inexplicable thoughts.

He's my best friend and I think I'm madly in love with him.


-narcissisticblogger

LEVELS OF RELATIONSHIP

LEVEL 1: ACQUAINTANCE
Hi's and Hello's, you know each others names, but doesn't really talk to each other

LEVEL 2: FRIENDS-ACQUAINTANCE
Having mini conversations, usually you get to talk to him/her because you're in a group conversation

LEVEL 3: FRIENDS
Having mini "private" conversations, you got his/her number, he/she got your number, as well as msn. Still a bit awkward with each other.

LEVEL 4: FRIENDS-FRIENDS
Having long "private" conversations about random stuff, talking about stuff, knowing each others' interests, hobbies, and etc. More comfortable talking to each other.

LEVEL 5: CLOSE FRIENDS
talking to each other is now a routine. Teasing each other, playing with each other. Small physical contacts. Trust is starting to build up. You know what her siblings names are(if they have).

LEVEL 6: CLOSE-CLOSE FRIENDS
Hanging out-side school, talking more than level 5. Secret sharing. More physical contacts(friendly hugs)

LEVEL 7: "I WILL STALK YOU" TACTIC
the guy will walk the girl home. And say "so i can stalk you..8D" (* not necessarily).

LEVEL 8: "I LIKE YOU- YOU LIKE ME"
You start liking each other. More private time together. You act like couples. You two know each other too well. Hugs are more meaningful this time.

LEVEL 9: EARTHQUAKE!!!
Everyone around you thinks you're going out. Then you're friendship will be a bit shakey, But then again you either choose the path to LEVEL 10 or go back to LEVEL 1.

LEVEL 10: IN A RELATIONSHIP with...
Officially going out.

GUYS I LIKE 101

1. Guy with eye glasses turns me on
2. Pervert-ive but smart
3. well toned body
4. neat
5. average height
6. cute face
7. NO SHORT HAIR...
8. Side fringe

im not asking for too much am I?

As we all can see....

My blog looks different now...Its for 2011!!^^


anyways, Im pretty devastated at the moment for the past happenings. I can't handle it anymore...people may think Im so shallow for taking this seriously, but this is just how I roll and accept things this way. I thought it was doing the right thing but turned out its not right at all... I need someone to talk to and will understand me right now. I think blogger can lighten up my deep sorrow, but still its not enough...I need a true friend that I can count on right now....TT TT

so much for drama...

-narcissisticblogger

Time for RENOVATION!!!

I really have to change my layout, its making me sick...so before I reach my 100th post I will change my heading and layout!!!

I've been so depressed last night. sorry about that. i was depressed even though there was nothing to be depressed about. well Im happy now...got my hopes up again><

I wish destiny would knock on my door again...

anyways Im really thankful that God gave me a chance....




-narcissisticblogger-

DESTINY or NOT!?

I know everything can happen to anyone, sometimes "everything" is just inexplicably inexplicable, right?



i dont know how to start my story....i really dont. sigh.

ok but anyways... i made some green tea cheesecake... sadly no one got poisoned.LOL jk~!

thats all i can say....i m really not in the mood for writing stuff atm...



-narcissisticblogger-

I Just want to say "hello"

Its been 6 months since the last time I posted something here. Well I realised that I miss writing. I regret so much that i didnt write. Many things changed over for just small amount of time. It seems like Im a different person now. I dont even know who I am now...  I have so many stories to tell and I dont really know where to start!!! well I'll just put it in brief list:


1. I changed my hairstyle, I dyed my hair
2. I have better people around me now
3. I bought a UKULELE(how cool is that ey?)
4. I quit tumblr-ing(its freaking booring)
5. I've been so addictive to youtube
6. Ebo, Herscheyyy and I made a youtube channel around august(http://www.youtube.com/user/BubbleX3Tea)
7. I performed infront 200 people singing "just dance by lady Gaga"
8. I got a rubiks 360 and i can actually solve it:P
9. Drank whiskey~ LOL
10. researched for my future university
11. I made a taro cheesecake..HAHAHHA so yummy~
12. GOT A for my ENGLISSSSSSH....(can you believe that??!)
13. Played The sims 2 from 1AM to 7AM in the morning in the new years eve~(i have no life)
14. Moving schools!!!
15. Made a 6 minute documentary-ish thingo with ebo and herscheyyy
16. hmmm...wait let me think...what else...
17. got a job!!!
18. I love frozen yoghurt
19. my voice gone worse
20. MY LIFE IS BETTER THAN EVER!!!


Thats pretty much all i can remember...Hope to post more stuff soon!! Love you people~


-narcisissticblogger:)